Say hello to 09, loves.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
[disclaimer: May pagka emo to. So yeah. Hahaha. Bayaan niyo na ako :))]
So it's the second day [Happy Birthday
Brai,
Dyane and Eka!] of the new year and I just started studying for a freaking test on the 8th. And can I just say again, I DON'T WANNA SCHOOL YET! Got tired with all the reading and memorizing, so I decided to just make this blog. After all, I don't have a year-ender blog yet :P :P
31 December 08, at around 9.30 pm, I was at church praying - thanking God for another whole year of existence. And as the year was ending (present tense 'cause this blog should be written 2 days ago :D), memories flashed back. And these memories -- forever I'll cherish <3
Last 2008,
I went to 12 debuts.











..and a surprise one.

I met new friends.



..and reunited with some.


I went to the beach with some friends..


and family.

I interviewed a cute little kid who's a chess champ.

It was my first time to go Tagaytay without adult supervision.

I failed my Math1 second depex and turned 17.
I embarrassed myself by wearing jologs clothes.
I went to the UP lantern parade for the first time.
I had numerous sleepovers.
I got closer with some college friends..


..and retained my high school ones.





I went to impromptu gimiks and had the best time of my life.


Got "separated" but got close again with my best friend.


I
I laughed my ass off with my loves.


And celebrated 1 year of love ♥



My 08 felt like a roller coaster. Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I'm down. Sometimes I'm enjoying, sometimes I just want the ride to be done.
Year 2008 is the year I got hurt and cried the most. Sometimes, I felt like I was helpless and wanted to just give up. But God kept me fighting. He gave me such friends to help ease the pain. If there's one thing I'd be super thankful for the past year, that's my friends. I realized how important they are to me. I realized how a single hug could make you feel you're not alone - and that's what I needed the most.
Things happen. And sometimes, we can't really do anything about it. I am trying to move on. I am trying to accept things. I'm not sure though, if I can. I have lived all my life like this, changing it would be so difficult.
You know what? Sometimes I wish I could re-live 08 again. And try to fix things. But, yup, I can't. No one can. So here I am, entrusting my new year to Him. And letting Him do all the work for me. I am still hoping and praying though. Still praying everything's going to be alright.
My overall rating? I give my 08 a 7 out of 10. Despite all the hardships Im facing, my friends made my year great. Sa mga kaibigan ko, alam niyong mahal ko kayo :)
{/Thursday, January 01, 2009}
Typed by Yours Truly.