Just the thought of you, keeping us alive for 9 months in your womb, makes me thankful for you. You then gave us shelter, education and food just to make us comfortable in living our lives. You may not have a lot, but you worked hard just to provide our needs and even wants. You took care of us when we were sick, gave us advice when we needed it and most of all, loved us even though we are at our worst.

I couldn't thank you enough for every single thing you did for us. It hurts me that things are like this, but I am holding on..holding on to God's promise that He has a purpose for everything. It's everyday that I miss having you. Everything's different now that you're not here..

Sometimes I wish for replay. Maybe I could have done something to preserve this family. What ifs.

I love you and that won't ever change. No matter what happens, you'll be my mom. You are the best mom in the world. Happy mom's day.

If only she'll be able to read this. If only.

{/Saturday, May 09, 2009}

Typed by Yours Truly.