Happy happy joy joy ♥

Beautiful

2009-07-26T07:32:00.000-07:00

Everyone wants attention in one way or another. And if you're a girl, you'd probably want that extra attention from a special guy. Who wouldn't want that, right? Being surprised, calling you just to say you're missed, and all those cheesy stuff guys do. It makes girls feel they are special, it makes us feel we're beautiful.

I am fully satisfied with our relationship and my love for him did not change, don't get me wrong. But there's this feeling inside of me that wants to feel the way I do before. I want to feel that "kilig" again. And it's not because he's not giving much effort to make this relationship work. It's just that, probably, we became too comfortable with each other that we've reached equilibrium. I wanna go above this line and start moving again. Do you, girls, get what I mean? I want those letters, calls and stuff again. I want those simple things. :)

So I talked to him about this last night. I was scared he won't get my point, but thankfully he did. I just hope we'd both change. Hahaha, i miss those cheesy moves :P

Go the distance.

2009-06-15T08:38:00.000-07:00

We always have this feeling that the first day of school is just gonna go fast and easy - probably because not all profs come to school and or they're lazy, hahaha. After all, it is just the FIRST day.

But NOOO. I was wrong.

I had two classes this afternoon, BS 199.2 and BS 183. And yes, my profs were present..and were on time =I So now, I have to start preparing and leaving early, so as not to be late. I miss my old professors, hahaha!

As I sat there, listening to the numerous requirements I have to accomplish, it made me realize how time sure flies fast. I am now on my third year in college and in just about 2 years, I'd be graduating and facing the real world. The real world where I would be obliged to work to live. I'm scared to leave schooling just because I don't know what to expect after. I don't even know how to face it. Selfish as it may sound, still studying gives us the excuse to just rely on our parents to live (which is so much easier, especially with our economic status right now).

But, we all have to move on - to go on with life. Each and everyday, we grow older and closer to living independently. We must not be scared because He will always provide.

Let's just live everyday and make the most out of it. After all, I still have 4 semesters and hopefully med school before I become successful (I proclaim it, with God's help!).

Phew phew phew!

2009-05-24T01:21:00.000-07:00

People are really irritating at times. You guys know what situation we are in now, so don't make things harder. We can not let it pass. We just can't.

Phew. Glad I got that out my body, haha. Nakakairita kasi. :))

On a lighter note, school will start again in a span of two weeks. I'm so not yet ready :( I miss API and Block 6 though, but i don't want to go to school yet.

Ecstatic

2009-05-14T23:25:00.001-07:00

I'M GOING TO THE BEACH TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!
OVERNIGHT!!!!
WITH ICA FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you guys feel the excitement? hahaha

We'll miss you, Meme :(

To the best Mom in the world.

2009-05-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

Just the thought of you, keeping us alive for 9 months in your womb, makes me thankful for you. You then gave us shelter, education and food just to make us comfortable in living our lives. You may not have a lot, but you worked hard just to provide our needs and even wants. You took care of us when we were sick, gave us advice when we needed it and most of all, loved us even though we are at our worst.

I couldn't thank you enough for every single thing you did for us. It hurts me that things are like this, but I am holding on..holding on to God's promise that He has a purpose for everything. It's everyday that I miss having you. Everything's different now that you're not here..

Sometimes I wish for replay. Maybe I could have done something to preserve this family. What ifs.

I love you and that won't ever change. No matter what happens, you'll be my mom. You are the best mom in the world. Happy mom's day.

If only she'll be able to read this. If only.

Boredom :(

2009-04-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

Lately, I've been feeling like my life's a routine. I wake up in the morning, eat breakfast/lunch, go online, watch tv, eat dinner, and then sleep. The next morning, I do the same stuff again. Over and over again.

You guys know how many times I check my Plurk, Multiply, Facebook and Y!M accounts everyday? How many times I'd refresh every single page just to get new updates. Demmit. And I'm hating how hungry I am all the time. It's making me gain more weight! I seriously need exercise right now. And and, it's so hoooooot right now! In fact, one of the activities I enjoy nowadays is taking a bath XD Thank God for electric fans and aircons!

I am longing for swimming pools right now. It's summer and I want a tan :P And swimming's a good body refresher, and a way to lose weight too, haha. I might swim tom with my neighbors and with my college friends on Monday. Also, I am hoping the cj-iella plan will push through!

Not doing anything is killing me :( Seriously.

I can't help but wait.

2009-04-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

I hate myself for feeling upset with how things are with us. You know, I do understand that they have to come first because it just goes that way - no matter what. I know you have to be there no matter how special that day is for us. But as much as I try to forget this, I can't help but feeling this way.

It's just that, you didn't give me assurance; assurance that I'll come next. I don't even know when exactly I'll see you. And that's what's probably making me feel this way, 'cause I don't really have something to look forward to.

I'm not angry. I don't have the right to. But maybe, all I need is a day. Give me something to look forward to. Or even celebrate the 16th with me, or even after that. But please, just a day, I need a day with you.

I miss you =c

It's one of those days.

2009-04-08T23:34:00.000-07:00

The start of summer had been really productive for me. And I'm loving not having exams, papers and whatsoever school-related stuff. However, it's Holy Thursday today (meaning closed malls and no tv programs) - not that I'm not honoring the true meaning of this Lenten Season or anything. Kaya lang, wala ako magawa :( And it's so hot :(

So anyway, this isn't a reflection entry of how my life had been (I figured na yun iisipin niyo kasi Holy Week, haha). Wala lang, I can't seem to put into words what I've been feeling nowadays - regarding my individuality, that is. So, next time na yung entry na yun. But, really, I'm so thankful for Jesus. And that He will forever be the center of my life :) Hindi naman kailangan ng madramang entry to express that diba?:P

So wala, magkkwento lang ako ng mga escapades ko since nagstart yung summer. I want happy thoughts ♥ After our Moulin Rouge play, I went to ATC with some of my ICA friends. I so love impromptu lakads :P Then, went with my family na and nag timezone :)) The next day, my brother and I went to Mall of Asia to shop. Ang rich kid niya, kaingit! I bought 2 shirts from Team Manila (50 percent sale e, haha) and another one from People are People ♥ And oh, we went to NSO to get our birth certificates. Super habang pila, oh my goooosh. hahahaha. We Alabang-ed the next day to celebrate my brother's and tita's birthday. Ang sarap mag swimming :D The Monday after, Cj and I went to Mall of Asia (again, hahaha) to watch Fast and Furious 4. I fell asleep while watching it, Im so sorry :( hahahaha. Then, swam with ICA friends to celebrate Jhe's 19th (which is today, happy birthday labs!♥). Fun fun fun weeek :D I just hope there'll be more kasi everyone's gonna be busy na because of summer classes :(

Hahaha, narealize ko lang na ang random ng post ko. Nagkwento lang talaga ako :)) Sorry, bored e :))

Hahaha, sige na nga, Ill watch Nick nalang :))

It's one of those days.

2009-03-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

Matagal ko na siyang di nakakausap - mas lalo ng hindi nakikita. Pero ewan ko, habang tumatagal, natututunan ko ng tanggapin lahat. Siguro kasi nasasanay na ako. Na parang nabubuhay naman ako araw araw na wala siya. Pero syempre, kung papapiliin ako, hindi ko gugustuhin na ganito mangyari samin. Wala naman may gusto nun diba?

Marami na talaga kaming napagsamahan. Andiyan siya sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko, lahat ng holidays, birthdays, graduation, prom at kung ano ano pa. Kung kelan nga naging "dalaga" na ako, dun pa siya nawala e. Napakasakit. Pero kailangan tanggapin.

Ang sakit kasi parang ngayong taon yung pinakaimportante sa buhay namin. Nag-18 ako at ggraduate yung mga kapatid ko. Pero yun nga, ganon talaga buhay eh.

Namimiss ko siya. Naiingit ako paminsan sa mga taong may katulad pa niya. Nawalan ako ng kausap sa gabi - ng makakausap tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa school, friends at kay Cj.

Kahit ano naman yata gawin ko, ganito na talaga. Parang di na din mababago. Kailangan ko nalang tanggapin na nagbago na ang buhay namin. Hindi naman ako bumibitaw kay God e. Alam ko din naman na andiyan yung mga kaibigan ko. May pamilya pa din naman ako.

Hindi ako dapat kaawaan. Nabubuhay pa naman ako e. Yun yung mahalaga dun. Di pa din ako nawawalan ng pag asa na maging masaya.

Wala lang, nag drama lang. Birthday niya kasi bukas.

You laugh, I laugh.

2009-03-11T02:08:00.000-07:00

Today was fun even though I had to wake up extra early to be in school for 7am practice.
Today was fun even though Sir Balingit got angry.
Today was fun even though we weren't able to shoot.
Today was fun even though it was so hot.

Today was fun because I was with them.
Candice was sabaw.
Rachelle was hyper.
Alex was weird.
Jm was boasting (hahaha).
Steve was taken for granted (hahaha).

Pusoy Dos. Enough said.

Just like every single API day <3
We missed you, Gelyn and Jesza :)

When you're bored, you write.

2009-03-09T04:21:00.000-07:00

I am working on my Feminism paper for Socsci150 on Wednesday, but I ran out of creative juices to finish it. So, I decided to make an entry. And I'm not really sure what to write about, haha.

Oooh, I know, I'll rant. :))

I am seriously missing my don't-care-what-time-i'll-wake-up routine. I've been sleeping late and waking up early purposely to attend practices and stuff. I miss waking up without the help of my phone alarm :( And I can't wait to have that again :( :( :(

School's killing me. Any time now, I feel like I'm gonna breakdown with all the stuff I have to do before the semester ends. Plus the fact that it's so freaking hot nowadays. OH MY GOOOSH.

And oh, I'm super broke. Darn you, readings. My money's been spent on stupid readings I wont even get to finish reading. We didn't even have the choice if we wanted copies, he had it photocopied without asking us. So what more to do, but to pay. SIIIIIIIIR. >:|

PE finals tomorrow. I want it to be over already. After this, I'm pe free from the rest of my life :)) :)) :))

Hahaha, Im bored. And I cant really finish this darn paper. Random post :P

Of Pinoy Cheesy Movies and Stuff.

2009-03-03T06:14:00.000-08:00

"Hindi mo pwede sukatin ang love, eh di kung ganon, wala ng nagmahal."

Guilty ako. Inaamin ko. May mga times na inisip ko na bakit pag ako, nagbibigay ako ng time. Bakit pag siya... Alam ko naman busy siya e. Palagi kami nag uusap pero pag di niya ako napupuntahan, nagtatampo na ako. Narealize ko na nagiging selfish na talaga ako. May mga bagay din naman siyang kailangan gawin and stuff. Parang palagi ko nalang iniisip yung sarili ko.

Hindi naman dapat ganon sa isang relationship diba? Dapat magkaintindihan kayo. Hindi dahil hindi ka niya masyado nabibigyan ng time, binabaliwala ka na - na hindi ka na mahal. Hindi mo pwedeng icompare yung nararamdaman mo sa nararamdaman niya. Hindi mo pwedeng sukatin ang love.

Kung nagsukatan lang tayo ng love, siguro wala na ngang nagmahal. Mapapagod lang tayo na pantayan ang binibigay ng isa. Wala naman ruler o cylinder para sukatin ang love eh, diba? Hindi laging masaya sa isang relasyon - may mga away, tampuhan at iba pa. Pero, parte lang ito. May mga sakripisyong kelangan gawin. Siguraduhin mo lang na hindi mo ito pagsisisihan.

Totoo naman diba?

Akalain mo, si Makoy pa ng You Changed My Life pa ang nagturo nito sakin. Hahaha

Of Gowns and Dates <3

2009-02-05T17:17:00.000-08:00

It's the February again..and that means.. PROM!

Hahaha. Good thing ICA holds proms every year (there are schools who hold it alternately, so it's either you have prom duing your junior or senior year). We had the opportunity to go to prom, twice! :P

Both proms were fun, no argue with that. But maybe, our junior prom was more exciting because it was our first. We didn't really know what to expect, so everyone was really excited. Plus, it was the first time the guys actually had the courage to ask the girls to be their dates (HAHA, kidding). It was fun being part or even just witnessing the surprises made by them. There was those who went to the house of the girl and brought bouquets (ehem ehem :))), those who wrote on the whiteboard (ehem again), those who asked through the phone (XD) and a lot more. Come to think of it, I was asked twice during junior year (HAHAHA). Turned down one, I'm so sorrrrry. Hehe. The other invitation was so unexpected :P Senior prom: we all went to the prom alone. Since it was our last year, we wanted to enjoy everyone's company. And oh, Senior Prom was my birthday <3

I got my gowns only a day before the actual prom, hahaha. Good thing they were balloon gowns, or else Im doomed if it didnt fit. :))

My date during my junior prom (and is my boyfriend now :P) picked me up and brought me flowers. He really made the night special for me. And it was the first time he told me I'm beautiful <3 See babe, I remember :P:P

We weren't excited for prom alone. We were looking forward for after-prom too! Our after proms were spent on hotels. We slept over and yes, had fun.

So that's a summary of my prom memories. How did your prom go?:)

Im missing prom :D

Survey101

2009-01-31T06:01:00.000-08:00

I've been really thinking of a theme for my next blog entry. However, whenever I'd start typing, I'd be lazy to continue it. So yeah, here, I found a survey from Friendster (I think :P)

1. Have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you love the person you like?

* I guess so :)

2. When people say, "Honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever talked trash about anyone" do you think its possible?

* Nope. You've said mean things about another person, in one way or another, whether you like it or not. :P

3. Is there someone you’d really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?

* Yes. I miss you Cj, Jhe, Ry, Brai and Meme :(

4. Is there something that has happened in your past that you really hate talking about?

* I guess. As much as possible, i try not to talk about it. It hurts me, still.

5. Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?

* I hope not.

6. Do you think you’re approachable?

* Yes? I dunno.

7. Do you regret doing anything this week?

* Not doing anything - that's what I regret :))

8. Name something you wouldn’t want to buy used.

* Napkin. DUH. HAHAHAHAH XD

9. When did you last cry?

* Last night :P Sorta.

10. How late did you stay up last night?

* 1 am :P

11. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

* Yes <3

12. What do you think of the most when you are alone?

* My life. :P

13. Suppose you see your crush kissing another person what would you do?

* Walk away. haha

14. Do you like your school?

* Yes :)

15. Are you a flirt?

* Ry tells me Im a flirt. But I certainly am not. HAHAHA

16. Have you ever held hands?

* Yes.

17. When was the last time that you went swimming, where, and what color was your swim suit?

* Supposedly, a while ago. But got lazy :P:P Uh, I forgot already!:P

18. How often do you talk on the phone?

* I rarely use the phone. I prefer texting :P

19. If you need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?

* I dunno :)) Really.

20. Did you ever lose a best friend?

* I guess.

21. Have you ever gotten mad because somebody said they’d call you and they didn’t?

* Nope.

22. Have you ever met a real life prostitute?

* Nope.

23. Have you ever kissed in the rain?

* No :(

24. Can you do push-ups?

* I am not sure :P

25. What is the connection between you and the last person you texted?

* boyfriend/best friend <3

26. What is wrong with you right now?

* Im lazy and worried.

27. Who do you hate?

* People. Sometimes.

28. What do you want in your life right now?

* A stable fam.

29. Are you happy right now?

* Im trying to :P

30. What are you listening to?

* tv.

31. Drink?

* Alcohol? Nope.

32. What is your favorite thing to have on your bed?

* Pillows <3

33. Last time you went in a tanning bed?

* Never.

34. What do you wear to bed?

* Clothes Im comfy with.

35. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

* I think so. Im sorry :(

36. What are you doing/did today?

* I went to Alabang to check out the house, went to BF resort after, and now Im too lazy to start doing my school works.

37. What was the last movie you saw?

* Saw5.

38. Have you ever been nominated for something?

* Yep :) Mikey and DS nominated me for prom princess. HAHAHAHAH!

39. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?

* Uh.

40. Do you live near your school?

* Sorta :)

41. Do you remember your dreams?

* Not really.

42. Do you read?

* Yes :)

43. Whose house did you go to today?

* My lola's.

44. What magazines do you subscribe to?

* Nothing.

45. Do you like anyone right now?

* Uh huh :D

46. Do you say bad words?

* Yes :(

47. What are you excited about?

* Party :)

48. Who was last to cook for you?

* Ate Aileen.

49. Who was the last person to make you cry?

* A lot :P

I'm thankful for.

2009-01-21T23:33:00.000-08:00

Just when you're on the verge of losing hope,
it's amazing how your friends can suddenly take the pain away :)

Take me away, to better days.

2009-01-13T07:43:00.000-08:00

I am annoyed because --

Socsci Res is crappy (adjective quoted from Meme, haha). He was late and spent an hour asking us about our Christmas break and the origins of our names. And then he dismissed us really late. He also gave us a very long assignment and didn't really explain what we have to do exactly. We paid 100 pesos for his readings. Imagine, a hundred buuuuucks (waaaa). And then we found out yesterday that we're gonna go to some event at Mall of Asia this coming Sunday; Required us to buy shirts and make a tarp for it.
I have 5 and a half hours of free time between my subjects tomorrow. And I'm gonna spend it on studying for my Histo exam the next day.
I can't cut Socsci150 because we'll be reporting. That means, I can't watch American Idol Season 8 - just have to wait for the replay.
Since I can't cut 150, I'm gonna go home late and will probably be so tired to study for Histo the next day.
I'll be dismissed 8.30 pm wed night and I have an 8.30am class the next day. I haven't even practiced for my oral interpretation.
HISTO IS SO LONG.
I have a make up class on Saturday.
I have another exam on Tuesday.
A paper to submit on Wednesday next week.
And, my tummy really hurts. PMS.

I want my toxic free days back =I

Birthday Blues.

2009-01-09T19:37:00.000-08:00

Throughout every girl's lifetime, she's bound to experience several turning points - having your first period, saying yes to your first boyfriend, turning eighteen, getting engaged, getting married, having children, and having grandchildren.

So I see you get the point where this thing's going. Hahaha. In a matter of a month plus 16 days, I'd be celebrating my 18thyr of existence. And just like most of the girls out there, I wanna have my own debut too. I always had this dream of dancing with the 18 men of my life, listening to the shared memories from 18 of the coolest girls ever, and receiving awesome gifts from 18 rich people I know (kidding :P).

I still don't know if I'm gonna have my wish. Things are not kinda ok right now, thus me-having-a-debut-plan isn't probably gonna push thru. Or I don't know, I'm still praying it does. But if not, uhh, I guess that's just how it is :)

I went to 12 debuts last year. I wanna go to my own this year :)
I want a debuuuuuuuut :D

Happy Vibes ♥

2009-01-04T10:11:00.000-08:00

In a matter of hours, I'd be again stepping on the grounds of UPm - seeing guardzilla, passing through the RH steps, hanging out at the DBS hallway, and eating at our canteen, Rob. And unfortunately, that saddens me. Not that I don't want to see my blockmates or what. I do! Especially API. But but, the thought of leaving the break and be busy again with school stuff annoys me.

It's the first time I don't feel excited in going back to school. I know, I'm weird. Haha. Usually, I'd look forward to the first day of classes, but this time, I didn't.

Why? Because I had the best Christmas break ever. This time, I really felt the break. I went out almost everyday, pigged out, slept late and even woke up late. My body clock is now messed up; I sleep at around 3am and wake up in the afternoon XD With the cold weather, it's just too cozy to sleep.

It hurts me to leave the break, really. I know I kind of made the most out of it, but there's this part of me that still wishes for more. Agree with me here, guys. Hahaha.

So tomorrow, I say goodbye to sleeping and waking up late with no worries and say hello to cramming and toxicity.

Oh oh, the picture above is a shot of a dear friend of mine, Johanna. I posted it 'cause it had the same theme with my Christmas break : HAPPINESS = FRIENDS <3

Say hello to 09, loves.

2009-01-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

[disclaimer: May pagka emo to. So yeah. Hahaha. Bayaan niyo na ako :))]

So it's the second day [Happy Birthday Brai, Dyane and Eka!] of the new year and I just started studying for a freaking test on the 8th. And can I just say again, I DON'T WANNA SCHOOL YET! Got tired with all the reading and memorizing, so I decided to just make this blog. After all, I don't have a year-ender blog yet :P :P

31 December 08, at around 9.30 pm, I was at church praying - thanking God for another whole year of existence. And as the year was ending (present tense 'cause this blog should be written 2 days ago :D), memories flashed back. And these memories -- forever I'll cherish <3

Last 2008,

I went to 12 debuts.

..and a surprise one.

I met new friends.

..and reunited with some.

I went to the beach with some friends..

and family.

I interviewed a cute little kid who's a chess champ.

It was my first time to go Tagaytay without adult supervision.

I failed my Math1 second depex and turned 17.

I embarrassed myself by wearing jologs clothes.

I went to the UP lantern parade for the first time.

I had numerous sleepovers.

I got closer with some college friends..

..and retained my high school ones.

I went to impromptu gimiks and had the best time of my life.

Got "separated" but got close again with my best friend.

I
I laughed my ass off with my loves.

And celebrated 1 year of love ♥

My 08 felt like a roller coaster. Sometimes I'm up, sometimes I'm down. Sometimes I'm enjoying, sometimes I just want the ride to be done.

Year 2008 is the year I got hurt and cried the most. Sometimes, I felt like I was helpless and wanted to just give up. But God kept me fighting. He gave me such friends to help ease the pain. If there's one thing I'd be super thankful for the past year, that's my friends. I realized how important they are to me. I realized how a single hug could make you feel you're not alone - and that's what I needed the most.

Things happen. And sometimes, we can't really do anything about it. I am trying to move on. I am trying to accept things. I'm not sure though, if I can. I have lived all my life like this, changing it would be so difficult.

You know what? Sometimes I wish I could re-live 08 again. And try to fix things. But, yup, I can't. No one can. So here I am, entrusting my new year to Him. And letting Him do all the work for me. I am still hoping and praying though. Still praying everything's going to be alright.

My overall rating? I give my 08 a 7 out of 10. Despite all the hardships Im facing, my friends made my year great. Sa mga kaibigan ko, alam niyong mahal ko kayo :)

Tis the season to be jolly?

2008-12-23T21:31:00.000-08:00

This Christmas is probably the saddest one I've ever had. For one, I didn't really feel it coming. It felt like it was just another ordinary day. Second, I hated the number of people in malls and the super heavy traffic everyday. Third, it's totally different.

What is it with Christmas 08? My friends even told me it felt like it was just another ordinary day. And I agree. Yesterday, I was even like, "Omg, Noche Buena na pala tom.." Everyday felt the same. Even right now, with just Christmas coming in a matter of hours.

I went to Alabang Town Center yesterday to meet up with Charmaine, Lauren and Jikay. And boy, it took me 2 freakin hours to go there. I hated the traffic flow to and from Town o_o But nevertheless, I sure had fun with my girls <3

Change is inevitable - this I learned from my Socio101 class. And yes, it got me thinking, everything has to change in one way or another. But not all changes that occur will make you happy. What sucks are those that bring you hurt/sadness. And Im in that realm of my life now. Im hurting. Maybe that's the reason I wasn't feeling this holiday. I was too preoccupied with my feelings. It's just really hard to let go of my old ways and learn to start moving forward. I'm not ready to let go. I don't want to. I'm still hoping.

But then again, Christmas is about Jesus. I shouldn't really think of myself and offer this day to Him. He has been there for me - that's why I'm still here...living :)

I wished.
I hoped.
I prayed.

But I guess, I won't get what I totally want this Christmas.

Let's sing Merry Christmas !

2008-12-21T00:47:00.000-08:00

It's a few days before Christmas and I haven't really felt it coming. It was just what, last week, when the weather started becoming Christmas-y again - cold days and chilling nights :)

I know people (even moi) have been short on money nowadays because of all the expenses: Christmas parties, gifts and whatevers. BUUUT, after all, this is the time for giving, isn't it? Haha.

So I too created my very own not-so-expensive wishlist :D
:] White Cheddar Popcorn from Taters!
:] Any flavor from Cerealicious.
:] Caramel Frappe.
:] My very own layout (Multiply and Plurk :D) : With my pics and everything :P
:] Load! :))
:] Clothes and or Shoes and or Shorts :)
:] G tech .3
:] Ponytails :D
:] A date with my high schools friends <3 dinner or whatever :)
:] UP lanyard. 'Cause my brother got mine. Hmmp.
:] Anything personalized that you wanna give meeeee :D

And, just like everyone else, I have my expensive wishlist too :))
:] Ipod nano-chromatic. Either the yellow or purple one. But if you're super rich, I'd like every single color, hahaha XD
:] Havaianas Flash Urban Fresh. The white and pink one :D
:] Dresses :)

Yan palang naiisip ko as of now. Will update soon if something comes up :P
So that's what I want for Christmas. How about you?

I do, do i?

2008-12-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

I have the right to know.
I'm not angry because of where you were and who you were with.
I'm pissed because you didn't tell me.
And it sucks that I had to figure out stuff on my own.

And I can't seem to accept your reason.
Sorry.

♥♥♥

2008-12-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

13 months of love ♥
I wouldn't have it any other way :)